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Processing Out Loud [RPM 2024]

by alkanet

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1.
I'm Mad 02:21
i'm mad, been had don't talk to me for a bit cuz i gotta step back i find it hard to get glad without takin' stock and perspective i just crash and it's times like these i'm glad i drive alone cuz i'm high key prone to lettin' my lid blow and i got too many people to make sure they all know i ain't pissed off at them personally, no i'm just quick to get mad yeah i'm mad, been had don't talk to me for a bit cuz i gotta step back i find it so hard, to stay so glad without takin' stock and perspective i just crash so fast in times like these i'm glad to walk away cuz i'm not so skilled at watchin' what i say and i got too much paranoia about misunderstandings i ain't burnin' bridges purposely, no i'm just quick to get mad mad, mad, mad i ain't burnin' bridges purposely, no i'm just quick to get mad get mad don't talk to me for a bit cuz i got mad i need help to stay glad i got no stock to take no perspective when i crash
2.
it's inevitable that i ooh, ahh it's inevitable that i ooh what do i do when i can't think no more when all my brain's on the floor my own mind a shutting door staring at the ceiling lights that pass right through my skin i'm just transparent invisible again it's completely inevitable that i miss you that i cry that i get angry and i don't know what to try what do i do when i can't breathe you in when my eyes are shut again all my senses giving in tryna find the ceiling lights to cast a shadow thin i'm suffocating can't see what's happenin' so it's inevitable that i ooh, ahh yeah it's inevitable, ooh that i try
3.
hey man can we talk for a minute? i got some questions for ya how could you take me on this ride, invite me far away and leave me stranded?! consider how to read a mind it's not so hard if you just see inside them most people don't know how to redefine anything outside their perfect life but i just don't want any complicity and i guess that's how it starts first you try to take a take a leap of faith-a jump into a lake-a SUDDENLY YOU'RE DROWNING. how could you swim with me tonight? invite me to the water, leave me gasping?! consider how to save a life it's not so hard if you just try to find them how could you take me on this ride again, invite me far away and leave me stranded? consider how to read a mind it's not so hard, it's not so hard if you just see inside them.
4.
Pink Sunset 01:37
pink sunset striped in blue and orange, take me down to the evening's welcome door, where i can already hear the sound of the gradient guiding eyes to darkness, rising from the east with the sound of the owls pastel and elegant, i wanna be wrapped up in it a proper presentation for the moon a perfect gradient, foreshadowing the coming rest it should honestly be a welcome sight to me and you end of the day is coming, fast it'll be beside you and when the sunset's past, the moon will rise to guide you! pink sunset striped in blue and orange, take me down to the evening's welcome door, where i can already hear the sound of the gradient guiding eyes to darkness, rising from the east with the sound of the owls
5.
i been thinkin' bout gettin' off the web it's just echoes and voids now yea i been thinkin' bout cutting social threads with faceless names and square icons i think i figured out what's got to my head feels like nobody's listening and it bothers me to bare my soul for free think i'll switch off to a journal, and the people i can see if you want to die, like i do maybe instead you should say, goodbye to all the second lives you're living out online if you're just like me, confounded and you just wanna leave, for the mountains maybe consider that it's time to delete your account and all these 15 year old "new" inventions were meant to foster close connections but it turns out we're not meant to give up our lives in a face-to-face local running parallel with the global and it may seem like you're just living life but your life's your own, it's not for some SITE so don't go giving things away twice just to get that next high from some stupid LIKE YOU ALREADY GIVE, DON'T GIVE AGAIN ONLINE! YOU'RE ALREADY DRAINED, DON'T DRAIN YOURSELF TWICE! IF YOU WANT TO LIVE, DON'T LIVE IT ALL ONLINE! YOU'RE ALREADY HERE, JUST GO OUTSIDE!

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This is music about staying alive.

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released March 3, 2024

alkanet / Eliza S: songwriting and production

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